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l33tminion) wrote2006-09-28 11:54 pm
l33tminion) wrote2006-09-28 11:54 pm
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On the Swings Again
My mood has been up and down a lot lately. On the one hand, things have been going very well. On the other hand, I've been really conscious of all my social failures. I feel unloved, worry that I'm unlovable. Sometimes I wish I could be alone without feeling lonely, and then I feel guilty about that.
Objectively, things are better, not worse. I guess one way to look at it is that I'm doing a much worse job of ignoring my long-term problems. While that's not totally a bad thing, it still feels pretty awful.
I'm all right, though. Things are all right.
Objectively, things are better, not worse. I guess one way to look at it is that I'm doing a much worse job of ignoring my long-term problems. While that's not totally a bad thing, it still feels pretty awful.
I'm all right, though. Things are all right.